cravingchange
♥ 1 I feel like a small kiddo drinking this
I haven't had any liquid calories that are not hot beverages in ages! It was tough to drink it especially after my enormous
#breakfast which was 30g riceflakes with milk, I also had a banana
My head is a mess rn. 1/3 of it is like: accept yourself, recover, eat normally then there's 1/3 that's like restrict, restrict, burn calories you're morbidly obese and then the last third is like purge everything, you can't have any food in your body it will make you even fatter. It's so hard to fight. Yesterday I was tossing around my bed and crying untill 3.30am.
#ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ednos #ednosrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #edsoldiers #edwarriors #recovery #prorecovery